The sun is shining. I really love it. But today,I'm really screwed.
I spent yesterday out,with my friends the whole damn day and I was hoping that I may see someone I'd love to see. But nothing,nothing happened. When I got back home,my parents were pissed. So,today,I'm at home. Studying. I hear birds chirping and children's yelling,and I really need to go out but I fucking can't.
This should be some kind of lesson for me,but I know myself very well. I'm not going to change for the better. Never.